October 05, 2024

*Poppy set


Good morning, it's time to show you my latest ceramics a bit more closely. I'm really happy how this set of little bowls turned out with the imprint of a poppy capsule from poppies that I grew from seeds that I got from Olivia. October has started and because it rains a lot, I have much time inside for my creative endeavors. I also filled the kiln with new pieces and – drum roll – started to paint again after half a year of not being able to to touch my brushes, because I felt so blocked, worried and overwhelmed about everything that happened this year.

September 27, 2024

*Plums & Ceramics

{Music: In the Artist's Garden – James Quinn + Under the Ice Cap – Earth Mover}

Plum season started early this year. Already in August we were able to harvest many, I made jam and dried some for the cold season. The flooding of our village brought up unforeseen treasures, like the snail shells of the Zebrina detrita snail. It is the first time in my life I have seen this kind of snail here! The early mornings started to feel cooler and overall more autumnal. I finally made the glaze firing of my latest ceramics and took pictures of the pieces in the dancing late summer light.

September 26, 2024

*Apple breakfast under the birches


Apple breakfast under the birches – memories from August.

I'm back what feels like from the dead and forgotten ones.
We have been at the beautiful Croatian island Hvar for a while. Unfortunately Ronald got sick, so we left earlier and I got infected too only a few days later and have been tucked to bed again for over a week now with high fever and everything unpleasant that one can imagine. Today, when I stepped out of bed after another feverish night in the morning to open the window, I saw that the forest hills in the distance are covered with a thick, almost white blanket of fog and the birches show some yellow spots in their foliage suddenly. It's finally happening, autumn has started! I can not wait to feel like a human again, to be able to use my senses. I lost my sense of smell completely and it burdens me more than the additional loss of taste. I can fill my stomach anyway, but not being able to smell, feels like being taken away a whole dimension.

September 22, 2024

*flower memories


Ich möchte doch nur deine Stimme hören.

Hörst du sie nicht?

Sie singt zu dir bei jedem Sonnenaufgang
und tanzt im Licht und auch im Schatten.
Wo keine Tiefe ist,
kannst du die Höhe nicht erschauen.
Wo keine Schmerzen, 
da vergisst du mich zu schnell.

{Claudia Voglhuber}

September 07, 2024

*wild horses


From the day we visited the wild horses when the air was suddenly filled with the scent of autumn.

September 03, 2024

*signs from the sky


September has started and I felt instantly entranced by the change of light, how it becomes softer in a way, even though we are still having extreme temperatures over here! I decided to delete my health update in one of my previous posts again, I did not feel comfortable with presenting it here. Sometimes it feels good though to write it all down to be able to process it better, so it had its sense for sure. When I had a hard moment and looked out the window I saw this sylph cloud up in the sky which was like an uplifting sign. This year I noted down all cucumbers I harvested in the greenhouse. I counted 70 so far. I'm always amazed on how much harvest is possible in a small space!

August 31, 2024

*Inside of you


There is a beautiful thing inside you
that is thousands of years old.

Too old to be captured in poems.
Too old to be loved by everyone
But loved so very deeply
by a chosen few.

{Nikita Gill}

August 28, 2024

*Calm moments from my August diary

{Mother Nature + I wrote this song for you – Oak Studios}

• A new dahlia sort started to bloom. I love its dusty red color! It fits perfectly to the colors of the freshly mowed, dried-out fields!
• Observing calmly the heavy clouds in the early morning hours.
• Working the first time with black clay.
• Being witness of how summer is slowly fading.
• Time with my snail friends.
• An apple breakfast under the birches in the soft morning light.
 

August 27, 2024

*Between floodings and flowers


Just the moment when I collected some herbs for my tea, three swans were flying over the house. I have never seen them here so closely. What a wonderful start into the morning!

It has been a while since my last blog post, my summer seems so far like an endless concatenation of stressful events and in between a sea of flowers to rest my ruffled mind. As I often stated, we had almost no rain this summer and in the middle of August we suddenly had the most heavy thunderstorm with hail and heavy rain I ever experienced here. Within a moment the street in front of our house turned into a river, first I filmed a bit, but when a hill behind the house slipped off and created a mud flow that started to block the trench that usually should drain the water away from our house, things got out of control. In the heavy rains we tried to release the blockage, wading knee deep in the mud, but only more mud came our way and it was like fighting windmills, the powers of nature were too intense. We had to be witness how the flooding came into our garden and basement entrance and it was one of that kind of moments when everything seems so surreal and you feel like a tiny piece in a puzzle that has no other power than to be part of it all, no matter what happens.

Fortunately the rain suddenly got less, the mud flow did not get into the house, but water was pressed through roof, windows and cellar walls. The street towards our house was blocked and when the phones started to work again, we heard that our village was completely flooded, the water went up to over a meter high, very quickly our area had been declared as disaster area. Because mud gets hard as stone as soon as it dries, people and fire brigades started immediately to shovel and clean up as soon as the rain calmed down. It was a sleepless night and I got fever from the shock. On the next day the fire brigade and an excavator was here to help making the street passable again, it was so strange, it had immediately 35 degrees again. And in the evening another storm came and created new damage very quickly, because the ground was not able to take in any more water.

The coming days were full of cleanup and clearing work. We sorted out the cellar and repaired the terrace which was also affected. I cleaned the vegetable garden and Ronald worked up the two huge branches of our big apricot tree that had broken down. It will surely take some time until all the damage is repaired in our village again. It was a big shock for everyone I can tell. 

But there are lots of nicer things to tell also. Before the flooding came, I had collected quite some video material for new movies and we collected water from a healing spring, because tap water gets really bad here over summer. I burnt my recent clay pieces, glazed them and was able to get the finished pieces out of the kiln on Saturday. First time I tried black clay, it is a bit tricky to work with, it gets easily fissures and can make bumps while burning. I made plum jam and finished reading a book, my dear friend Marie, borrowed to me. It is called "We are okay", written by Nina LaCour and it is about a girl dealing with the loss of her grandfather who raised her.

I have seen how wonderfully collaboration works, if something drastic happens like the flooding. It shows me that humans are still humans in this strange world we live in.

Enjoy the last days of August and hopefully until soon again!

August 14, 2024

*With the wild horses into August

{Music: Repeat – Serge Dusault + Sicilia – Oak Studios}

At the beginning of August the little rain that fell on our dried out landscape, made everything appear and feel like in the middle of autumn. We visited the beautiful wild horses not far from where we live. They were so playful and open, it was a joy to be near them. There are many seeds ready to be collected for the next garden year, I love to sort them out and put them into little labelled paper sachets. And lastly, the first grasshopper has found itself in one of the zinnias to take a rest. He picked the one that started to bloom at first this year. Good choice!