July 15, 2026

*July happy list


Things that made me happy lately:

• your solace & your gentle hands
• finding a zebrina detrita (Märzenschnecke)
• starting a little crochet project
• finding a lovely meadow with a beautiful walnut tree
• eating lots of watermelon
• reading in the warm summer wind
• wonderful news from a dear friend
• loading my camera with a black & white film
(it is two years ago since last time)
• surprise mail
• glowworms

July 10, 2026

*Calm summer days, painting shells & making jam

{Music: Neverending fields – Gideon Matthew + Nocturne – Gideon Matthew}

Due to my health condition, my freedom of movement has been very limited again in recent weeks. The heatwave certainly hasn't helped. Nevertheless, I've managed to pick up a paintbrush now and then and soak up the joys of the garden and nature. When I have trouble leaving the house, I at least take a few steps to the wild grasses in the little field behind our house. I'm so grateful for this place. I sit for a while and watch the butterflies, the swaying golden grasses and wildflowers, and the swallows flying just overhead.

July 09, 2026

*summer


Summer 

Wide fields embroidered with wild chamomile and cornflowers,
gathering herbs in the heart of the evening sun,
giant white poppies fluttering in the hot winds,
my shadow, a sign that I am still here.

July 07, 2026

*snails and other happy creatures

I just realized that I haven't shared another batch of paintings with you here yet. I'm totally in love with the little snail painting I made. Every time I look at it, it makes me smile. It reminds me how the smallest, simplest things can have such a big impact on one's mood. I hope you're enjoying your summer days. Over here, I'm trying to save most of my energy for watering the plants, and whenever I'm feeling a little better, I try to do things that fill my heart with joy. It helps me cope with the situation a little better. Take good care of yourself & until soon again!

June 30, 2026

*Garden days in June & making St. John's wort oil

{Music: Between – Gideon Matthew  + Flying – Gideon Matthew}

Collecting flowers,
making St. John's wort oil,
tending the garden beds,
lots of poppies,
tea time &
the first blooming zinnias.


St. John’s Wort Oil

Collect fresh blossoms on a sunny day and let them wilt slightly for half a day. Place the flowers into a clean glass jar and press them down with a wooden spoon. Then pour a good-quality oil (olive oil or almond oil) over them until fully covered. Cover the jar with a light cloth and let it “breathe” for 3 to 4 days. After that, seal the jar properly and let it sit for 4 to 6 weeks in a bright place, but not in direct sunlight. Shake it regularly. After 4 to 6 weeks, strain the oil and pour it into a bottle.

The most important areas of application of St. John’s wort oil:

• dry and sensitive skin
• neurodermatitis and skin inflammation
• mood enhancement
• acne and acne scars
• wounds and scars
• insect bites
• burns
• soothes the skin after sunburn
• joint pain, muscle soreness, and muscle tension

June 27, 2026

*slow days in June


Because of a new reactivation of borreliosis, June turned out to be another slow and rather difficult month. But with us being in the middle of a heat wave, things would have slowed down away. So all we can do is to cope with the 37°C temperatures in the shade and make the best of it.
Before I got sick again, I managed to preserve a lot of cherries and berries. We had so many strawberries from our garden this year that I was even able to make strawberry jam. It has been years since I last made strawberry jam and back then it wasn't even with strawberries from our garden. That makes this year's jam feel like an extra special treat.
Due to the circumstances, I took a month-long break from filming, but the little patch of St. John's wort behind the greenhouse made me pick up my camera again and film a little. I hope you are able to cope with this intense summer heat and manage to get out to a lovely river to wade barefoot in the water! I'm daydreaming about this right now!

June 17, 2026

*the sun


The sun breaks through the dense foliage.
I catch a glimpse of the mountains
while I hold your hand in pain.

Summer has not even started,
yet it already weighs heavy on my chest.

Like a snail crossing a street,
I have to trust
that I will safely reach the other side.

{Claudia Voglhuber}

June 01, 2026

*Into early summer with all senses

{Music: Hullabaloo – Emy May Ellis + Lull – Matteo de Grandis}

Early summer light,
collecting fresh herbs,
tending the garden,
nature sounds
and bare feet.

May 28, 2026

*Kitty bonnet #2


Here is the second kitty bonnet I knitted last month using some leftover wool I still had in my yarn stash. At first, I was a little unsure about the color combination, but the longer I look at it, the more I like it. The pattern is once again from @rhirhi.knits.

May 25, 2026

*watercolor paintings

So happy to finally share the first
watercolor painting update of the year!
I hope you enjoy them!