*Within the storm

My heart feels so heavy right now. 

Sometimes it's hard to trust the flow of life

and take decisions.

I often take actions and doubt about them afterwards

and those doubts are driving me crazy.

While doubting about a hard decision again,

I coincidentally read the quote:

"Next time, decide to act before you think."

That somehow came in the right moment.

We are having heavy storms for five days in a row now,

the howling sound of the wind makes it hard to rest.

I'm longing for silence.

The silence inside of an ice crystal

or under a blanket of snow.

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