We had our first snow and it couldn’t be any better. The specific light, the smell, the feeling when you breathe in the fresh air.
I get up early, prepare the stove fire, take my camera, and step immediately out of the warmth of the house. Strangely, I don’t meet anyone on my walks. It seems people here are rather less enamoured with misty weather or snow. The playground is entirely mine. It’s early enough to see deer and flocks of starlings chattering in the bare treetops, and every now and then the call of a crow rings out. The bright mantle of snow reveals paths in the forest that are normally inaccessible, blocked by wild bushes and dense foliage in the warmer seasons. I don’t feel the frostiness because I am fully in the now, focused on the magic of ever-transforming nature. No signs of stress or suffering anywhere – just devotion and serenity as far as the eye can reach.
Silently, I feel all winters I have ever lived within me. I want to crawl under the blanket of snow, reach my hands up to the sky, let myself drift. There is no aim or definable purpose that I can claim as mine. There is no "me" in myself. Out there, I dissolve in a truly otherworldly place, far away from everything.
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